今晚出发去北京开始为期5日+承德3日的自助游~这几天在上海大街小巷领略行情以便日后扫货，顺道在巴黎春天和新世界败到三双N天后才能拿货的高跟鞋,啃了N个大闸蟹，压遍路过的大街小巷~总之每天晕头转向得爬回家一觉醒来继续活蹦乱跳~日子过得挺舒坦~呵呵~照片成堆了随后奉上~还有计划着日本行归来和上海老同学聚聚~无限期待啊~昨天好不容易见到我4个宝贝表弟中的一个，成熟稳重（帅）样和4年前我所见有那个。。天壤之别~吓到我都忘了拍照~

恩~去弄头发了~晚上又要半空飞行了~❤~

It is time to move on despite all the mess happening around me recently....   Thank you all for the awkward ways of comforting they are drastic but soothing...and for unsuccessfully attemping to divert my attention from this abyss... and for all the compliment and condemnation on me which I'd not known if none of these happened...en keep in mind the superb characteristics of Sagittarius on me although as you all said I'm a bit 刀子嘴豆腐心~ ~ ~ en....    I will be leaving Syd for  my first-stop Shanghai this Sunday for a trip to Japan, Beijing then back to Shanghai to continue my intense shopping experience and to catch-up with SH friends and relatives~\(≧▽≦)/~...indeed a 5-week holidays which the colleagues envy, manager loathe (well it was quite a fierce 'debate' concerning whether 4 or 5 week should be taken however I think the issue is just another victim of office politics..ei..) And probably one last thing I cant take off my mind is my.... 儿子BOBBY。Dad persists to leave him outside in the cold even during night while we are away but.....5555555   After considerable selection among latest Canon & Sony Cam I..eventually gave up on the green Sony DSC-T77 which wont ever be imported into Aus = =b and relunctantly pocketed the Pink one...was planning to get one while in Japan but due to recent decline in A$ ( it is up a bit now..) Apparently my decision changes by seconds...  Now time to show off~~~~and.. will def miss u all while I'm overseas~

 

曾经有过的心态·观点·品人处事之道 今晚被洗礼。。

这场噩梦何时才能告终
执着 是引人入胜 还是..庸人自扰

我想
我的噩梦
才刚刚拉开序幕：

Ant says (10:47 PM):
 when did u mention "break up"
 how long ago was this?

Ant says (10:48 PM):
 if u want to hear it from me
 i have moved on
 the feeling isnt there

识破一个虚伪的人不需要任何前提条件 从第一次出尔反尔开始
当虚伪内向的A遇到看似豁达外向的L时，新鲜感豁然而生
然而不经意的好奇感和好感随着时间流失
L单方面对隔阂与冷战的妥协；A总把学习，家庭，甚至个人兴趣排在L之前；
注定失败的一场游戏 结束后何必强词夺理

 

当友人不经意和L提起A的种种不贴心 并质疑在一起的缘由时 一时连L也不知从何谈起
是纵容 忍让 还是初于一个射手不该有却表现的淋漓尽致的执着
A的木讷无动于衷不明事理漠不关心
HURTING SO MUCH
恨一个人轻而易举

 

众人用片面的眼光猜测我们佯装的幸福 不屑 我轻蔑你的不屑Ant

听说 “执着”是一个令人快乐的词汇，听说其中也许会有坎坷但不会有痛楚，且执着的最后结果是在爱情中摘取最后的果实

而我觉得执着有时像是走在欲望边缘的宣泄点,有太多想得到的东西反而让你跌进深渊,变成了爱情的俘虏........

情需要百分百执着，但和不对的人 演绎的只是一出没有掌声鲜花的即兴悲剧

心，冷到冰点。。。。

 

明天去吹海风。。。。让我在10月19号回国前重拾心情。。。

让那个被我咒怨过千遍万遍的死霉星死ANTHONY自取其辱.
这种无耻的ABC还有脸面在分手后振振有辞说这些冠冕堂皇的P话.这次我不贬你我真对不起你了.
我们的故事确实很精彩都让我疼到忘了舔伤，更让我提早见识到人面X心的你。。

Recovery in process...那么祝福啊活的比你好之类的废话就省了说了你也不懂。只要你活的比我差就好~哈哈~众ANT的亲友

要摔盘去ANT他家饭店自取，下次见到他记得帮我扇他仨巴掌。。。真被他丫的气到本尊了~

呼。。。。。。。。。。